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Tuesday, December 21, 2004


v. hugged, hug·ging, hugs

v. tr.
1) To clasp or hold closely, especially in the arms, as in affection; embrace.

2) To hold steadfastly to; cherish: "He still hugs his outmoded beliefs. "
3) To stay close to: "a sailboat hugging the shore. "

v. intr.
To embrace or cling together closely.

A close, affectionate embrace. A crushing embrace, as in wrestling.

that is the meaning of "hug" according to the dictionary.

But for alot of people, a hug is a physical expression of your love for someone. It is given to a person whom you truly trust and love. A hug is kind of a way of comforting someone whose down and in tears. This is not only for those who are in love with each other, or who are those that are in a relationship, a hug can be given to a close friend, your family, relatives, your special someone, or basically any of your loved ones.

When you are down and you have problems, your friends would come and try to cheer you up and a hug wouldnt be far behind. A simple hug could brighten up or jazz up our mood. This would help us feel more at ease, calm and relaxed that our burden will be lessened because we are with someone who would always be there for us. A hug would help us feel loved and that we are important to the person whom we hug and hugs us back.

When you are with someone, isnt it great that you feel his/her love not only emotionally but also physically? It is a feeling of being cared for by others. You also get the feeling that someone loves you even if s/he would not say it, just a simple hug would tell you that this certain person adores you in a way or another. Hugging someone means that they are special to you and they have this special place in your heart and you deeply cherish them. A hug is probably the simplest way of saying "i love you" to your families and friends.

But for me?!

a HUG isnt just a way of showing my love and their love for me. It is also a feeling of security among others. It is an assurance for me that the person hugging me would never leave me and that s/he will always be there for me. It kinda makes me feel better knowing that im not alone and that there are people whom i can count on when im in trouble. It makes me feel protected and safe from anything that could harm me. I know that perhaps you find what I'm sayin is silly but this is what I know and what i feel because for me, the worst feeling is being left alone and never having someone to comfort and to relieve you in all the pain that your going through, coz believe me I've always been left alone.

pahug naman....

Monday, November 01, 2004

huwag iwan...

gusto kitang makapiling
iyon lang ang hiling
alam kong ika'y aking kaibigan
ngunit ang nadarama'y higit pa riyan

ako'y umiibig sayo
pilit ko itong itinago
para ika'y di lumayo
at magkasma pa tayo

ngunit bakit kailangang lumisan
kung kailan ako'y nahuhulog ng lubusan
wag na sana akong iwanan
di ito matatanggap ng aking kalooban

mahal kita kaibigan
sana'y iyong pakinggan
sana rin ay maintindhan
at wag iwan ang puso kong luhaan

PS:poem koh toh nung 4th yr hs akoh...

Thursday, October 28, 2004

makuntento na kase

Lahat tayo ay may pangangailangan. Maliit man o malaki, marami o kaunti, may halaga o wala. Ngunit sa ating buhay ngayon, hindi na natin namamalayan na ang mga bagay na ating hinahangad ay nararapat ba o ito ay isa lamang kagustuhan o ang matatawag nating "luho". Ang mga tao ay masyado nang nasisilaw sa pera at sobra sobra kung maghangad sa kapangyarihan. Hindi sila napipirme sa kung anu lamang ang mayroon sila. Ayaw nila na mayroong taong nakahihigit at mas lamang sa kanila.Kung sa bagay, sino nga naman ang taong ayaw ng mas maginhawang buhay, hindi ba? Pero kung ito'y ating iisipin, di ba't mas maganda na yung tama lang. Yun bang hindi labis labis ang hinahangad mo para sa sarili o sa pamilya?

Mayroon kasing mga taong di nasisiyahan sa kung ano ang mayroon sila, yun bang gusto pa nila ng mas higit pa sa kasalukuyan nilang kalagayan kahit ito ay tama na. Halimbawa ay yung mga taong kulot na nagpapaplantsa pa ng mga buhok eh samantalang ang mga diretso naman ang mga buhok ay gumagastos pa para lamang magpakulot. Ang iba naman ay yung mga maiitim na pilit nagpapaputi at ang mga mapuputi naman ay gustong maging sunog ang kanilang mga balat. Ang mga matatandang pilit na nagpapakabata sa kanilang mga kilos at pananamit subalit ang mga bata nama'y gusto nang tumanda para magawa ang mga gustong gawin na hindi nila magawa habang sila ay bata pa. Yung mga nakukulangan sa kanilang mga katawan at nagpapadagdag para lamang mapansin ngunit ang iba naman ay ngpapabawas para din mapansin at maging kung anu man ang gusto nilang maging. Ang mga politikong di pa nasiyahan sa kanilang kayamanan at kailangan pang kunin ang kaban ng bayan. Ang lahat ng ito ay nagsisimulo ng kagustuhan ng mga tao na maging mas higit sa iba, na mas nakakaangat tayo sa iba at mas makapangyarihan tayo sa nakararami. Tayo ngauy nabubuhay sa mga materyal na bagay, lahat ay gusto ng mas maginhawa at mas magandang pamumuhay na sa kung tutuusin ay hindi naman kailangan dahil sapat na yung nabubuhay tayo ng matiwasay at walang sakit.
Hayyyyyy! kelan kaia tau makukuntento sa kung anu ang meron tau?!
IKAW?! kuntento kah ba?

Thursday, October 21, 2004

a beautiful story

you guyz jaz read!!ang gnda n so touching!

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing
> nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
> their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
>> Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend
> now to spend time with.
>> Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
> the only person who isn't with a date now. (both> sigh n silence for a while)
>> Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
> Peter: Eh? What game?
>> Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend
> for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100
> days. what do you think?
>> Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for
> the next few months.
>> Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward
> to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
> day and our first date. Where should we go?
>> Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is
> a really great movie in theater now.
>> Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
> than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
> movies and sent each other home)
>> Day 2:> Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
> Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.
>> Day 3:> They went shopping together for a friend's
> birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
> and> hugged each other for the first time.
>> Day 7:> Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
> watch the sunset together. When the night came
> and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass
> gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
> by.> Tina mumbled something.
>> Day 25:> Spend time at a themepark and got onto
> rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
> candy.> Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina
> grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand
> by> accident. They laughed together for a while.
>> Day 67:> They drove pass a circus and decided to get in
> to> watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a
> part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
> around to see other entertainments around after
> the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just
> said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a
> tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.
>> Day 84:> Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
> beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
> their> first kiss with each other just as the sun is
> setting.
>> Day 99:> They decided to have a simple day and is
> deciding> to have a walk around the city. They sits down
> onto a bench.
>> 1:23 pm> Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
>> Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
> What> would you like?
>> Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
>> 1:43 pm> Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
> havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
>> Stranger: Is your name Tina?
>> Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
>> Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
> drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its> your friend.
>> Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
> sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over> his
> face and her apple juice still in his hands. The
> ambulance came and she went to the hospital with> Peter.
> Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and
> a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.
>> 11:51 pm> Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
>He is still breathing now but God would take him
> away from us very soon. We found this letter> inside his pocket.
>> The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she
> goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak
> but> peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
> burst> into tears. Here is what the letter said.

>> Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
> with you during all these days. Although you may be
> greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these
> all brought happiness into my life. I have
> realize that you are a really cute girl and
> blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing
> that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just
> wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend
> forever and wish that you can be beside me all
> the time. Tina, I love you.

>> 11:58> Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the
> wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I
> asked God to let us last forever. We were
> suppose> to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me!
>I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
>> As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart> stopped
> beating. It was 100 days.

Monday, October 18, 2004

ang alcohol at ang mga pilipino

Bakit ang mga pilipino ang hilig uminom?!


GUY1: Pare, inuman tau!
GUY2: bket?
GUY1: Eh pare basted nanaman akoh ng nililigawan koh eh!
GUY2: ahh gnun ba? o cge twagin na natin ung iba!

another one:
GUY1: Pare, inuman tau!
GUY2: nanaman? bket?
GUY1: bagsak akoh sa exams koh eh. damayan nio naman akoh.
GUY2: o cge tsong text na natin un iba

isa pah:
GUY1: Pare, inuman tau!
GUY2: bket nanaman?

GUY1: eh pare iniwan nkoh nung long time girlfriend koh eh. pumunta na ng states
GUY2: naku sayang naman kau. o cge tara magyaya tau ng iba

Lahat ng ito ngpapakita na ang mga pilipino ay umiinom sa tuwing sila ay nalulungkot, may problema at gustong makalimutan ng panandalian ang bigat na nararamdaman sa kanilang loob.

minsan naman ay...

GUY1: pare inuman tau! sagot koh..natanggap akoh sa trabaho eh!
GUY2: aba aus yan ha! congrats!
GUY1: salamat pare! imbitahan mu na un iba.
GUY2: o cge!

GUY1: inuman tau! sinagot nakoh nung matagal koh ng nililigawan eh.
GUY2: ok! sagot mu?
GUY1: oo ba!! tara!

GUY1: pare, inuman tau! napromote akoh eh!
GUY2: magandang balita yan ah! dapat ngang i-celebrate!
GUY1: oo nga eh! kaia sagot koh lhat! mgyaya kah pah!

ang mga ito naman ay nagpapakita na ang mga pilipino ay mahilig ding uminom sa oras ng kasiyahan. Sa tuwing sila ay masaya ito ay kanilang ipinagdiriwang kasama ang kanilang mga kaibigan at ksama na ang alcohol dito.

at minsan din ay...

GUY1: pare, bertdey koh! papainom akoh!
GUY2: ui pare happy bertdey!

GUY1: tara mga tsong inuman tau...bgong taon na!
GUY2: onga! tara!
GUY3: tara!!tomaan na toh!

At dito naman, ating makikita na sa tuwing mei okasyon ang mga pilipino ay nagiinuman..Ipinagdiriwang nila ang bawat okasyon sa pamamagitan ng paginom.

Napansin nio ba??! Na mapa lungkot, ligaya o wla lng ang laging karamay ng pinoy ay alak?! hehe!

Friday, October 15, 2004


Im sure all of you guys have friends. Whether it be a true friend, a close friend, a loyal friend, your bestfriend, an acquaintance, or an occasional friend.

A true friend is a friend that is not with you most of the time but is there when you need him/her and you know that you can count on them whenever your down. They can be seen mostly when your down because they'd be there to wipe away your tears. They would support you and give you advice in any possible way they can.

A close friend is a friend which you are always with, s/he knows almost everything that is happening to you everyday. They are the ones who you think of first when your down because they are the most visible. They're the ones whom you always talk to on the phone and knows the latest about your love life or so.

A loyal friend is probably your oldest and most trusted friend. They are the ones you probably grew up with, the ones you play with when you were young, and practically seen each other in diapers. S/he is there even if the whole world turns theyre back on you. Can also say that s/he's one of your true friends.

Your bestfriend is the one who knows every little detail about you and your life, s/he knows even you deepest darkest secrets. They are the most reliable person/s that you could ever think of, they dont just know you but also your whole family, they give the best advices and have the perfect solutions for your problems. When theyre in your house, they dont act as a visitor, but one of the family members.

An acquaintance is someone you call your friend but really dont know much about him/her, they are the so called "hi-hello" friends because you only say hi or hello to them when you see each other but never beyond that.

And finally an occasional friend, they are the ones who are your friends occasionally (obviously!), what i meant was they are only your friends whenever they have something to ask or you have something that they need, otherwise they dont talk to you, smile at you, nor they even know that you exist. You guys are close everytime there's a test and you are good at that subject, s/he would ask you a favor to tutor him/her or sumthin.

well whatever kind of friend you are, always remember that you'd still be important in one way or another.
whatever friend you have, always treasure them for how big or how little they contribute to your life coz their still your friends....

Saturday, October 09, 2004

the missing rib

> > > >A girl in love asked her boyfriend..
> > > >Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
> > > >Boy (b): You, of course!
> > > > (g): In your heart, what am I to you?
> > > > (b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes
> >and said, \"You are my rib. In the Bible, it was said that God saw
> >that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam\'s
> >rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing
> >rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you\'ll no longer
> >feel the lingering ache in your heart.\"
> > > >After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.
> >However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule
> >of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems....their life became mundane....
> > > >All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away
> >their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more
> >quarrels and each quarrel became more heated..
> > > >One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house.... At the
> >opposite side of the road, she shouted, \"You don\'t love me!\"
> > > >The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, \"Maybe, it was
> >a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!\"
> > > >Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while.... He regretted
> >what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take
> >it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
> > > >Before she left the house, \"If I\'m really not your missing rib, please let
> >me go..... She continued, \"It is less painful this way... let us go on our
> >separate ways and search for our own partners...\"
> > > >Five years went by....
> > > >He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life
> >indirectly...... She had left the country and back.... She had married a
> >foreigner and divorced..... He felt anguished that she never waited for > >him.
> > > >In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering
> >ache in his heart. He couldn\'t bring himself to admit that he was missing > >her..
> > > >One day, they finally met.... At the airport, a place where there were > >many
> >reunions and good-byes.... He was going away on a business trip. She was
> >standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She > >smiled at him gently.
> > > > (b): How are you?
> > > > (g): I\'m fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?
> > > > (b): No.
> > > > (g): I\'ll be flying to New York in the next flight.
> > > > (b): I\'ll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are
> >back...You know my number... Nothing has changed.
> > > >With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye..
> > > >Good-bye.....
> > > >One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York. In > >the
> >event that shocked the world..
> > > >Midnight..... Once again, he lit his cigarette..... And like Before, he > >felt
> >the lingering ache in his heart.... He finally knew, she was the missing > >rib
> >that he had carelessly broken....
> > > >Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury..... Most often than
> >not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental....
> > > >We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones.... And even though we > know
> >that we ought to \"think twice and act wisely\", it\'s often easier said > than > >done.
> > > >Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control....
> > > >Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives....
> >Tomorrow may never come; give and accept what you have today. > > > >~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
> > > >\"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
> > the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
> > The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,because that
> > is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.\"

wutz shakin?!

i thought it was just an ordinary night. i was lyin in my bed watchin television when it happened. it was so sudden.....the lights went out, my bed was shakin, and there was silence. my mind was blank but then i felt scared. this was the 1st time i got caught in this situation. i just realized that i am experiencing an earthquake. it was just thirty seconds or less but there were lots of things that went on my mind. "should i go and find a table and hide under it?", "what if something falls on me?", "what am i supposed to do?" or "should i get up and find someone?" all of these things was on my mind during this thirty seconds. im not sure when the trembling really stopped because i wasnt able to tell whether it was just me or the earthquake have already ended. i felt dizzy for a while. the lights are still out, i still dont know what to do and think.

when the lights went back, i continued watchin and then they showed the news. at first, it was ok because there werent any major casualties that occur. but then they started showing clips from an earthquake that took place in the year 1990, its intensity was probably really great because from what i saw, there were alot of people who died and had been buried alive by the buildings that collapsed. alot of properties were damaged and almost everyone had been affected. and thats when it hit me, i couldve been dead by now. it couldve been just a snap and im gone (morbid but true)! if it was perhaps a little harder maybe there were alot of lives that wouldve been put to waste including mine. but then im here, im alive, in front of my computer, sleepy but not lifeless. now, ive come to a realization that we cant actually determine whether it is already our time to go or not.. i know this line has been said alot of times but i still agree on every word of it, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!;)